today i heard a million different takes on the same subject.
you should, you shouldn't, please don't, you know you want to, et cetera.
maybe i should.
maybe i shouldn't.
i know you don't want it.
but maybe i do know i want it....
i find myself beginning to believe a person i used to rather not speak to or hear from.
ugh it's so confusing. but anyway it's not just my choice so i'm not deciding anything. at least yet.

~backlash beyond the words i told you so
i am still in love with you~.

i am so excited for christmas break; i get an MP3 player and its not an iPod but w/e it still plays music. and i think i might be semi anti-social so that would help me be able to sit in the corner alone and not look like a complete loser. im also excited to maybe be getting the movie shrek on dvd do i can sit around watching that as i work on my sad orc drawing. the orc is done but needs to be darkened because the mountain in the background is darker than him.

leona still needs to go christmas shopping.

tomorrow were going to the park to swing during lunch. i hope smokers dont go there and i hope no one else has the same idea. i want us to be the only ones there who dont need to attract the stares of peers; we'll settle for the toddlers and their nannies.

i lov yalls